Hey! thanks for taking the time to read what im typing here! i have this thing that has been going on with this one girl. im not going to lie, but i am a very emotional person. i am often look down as wimpy. i go to a highschool, and i met this one girl i really enjoyed time with. We talked a little, and when i first tried to ask her out, she blew me off. i tried to get her to meet with me after school, and i had a question for her, and every time i tried to ask her out, she said "she forgot" or "shes a busy person" (i found the second total bullshit because who doesnt have time to walk to your bus, ect.) this happened for two weeks before i just gave up trying that and gave her my number. what happened next was that she texted me that day (day of holloween) and asked me what was the question i had for her was. i then popped her with the question "will you go out with me." she said she would like to know me more, ect ect. so a couple of months passed. we have been talking and stuff, and she gets the texts from other guys, and she says she didnt want to be in a relationship,. i over reacted because i didnt know what to do. stupid ass me. what happened next was after i over reacted, and left the skype call (btw, we skyped a lot and ended up talking at least once a day, some days over 3 hours) so i stopped talking for the night and she started to text me on everything, so i decided to go and wait until the morning to have her think of what she has said about the not wanting to be in a relationship. the next day i told her im okay with being friends, and i hope we can still do the things we do now. the same morning, i decided to screenshot it and stupidly send it to her friend. her friend sent it to her. yadi yadi yada, i got into trouble. what happened, though, after the argument, she told me to forget about it and delete chat. i thought it was nice to do so. but i felt like there was something up with this. it may just be my anxiety.
A couple of days later, i decided to ask her out to a friendly date, and she said yes. we decided to go and see the horror movie, split. the first time, she said she became busy. along with the second time, then the third, and the fourth. i finally got the hint and i dont know what to do now! i need advice on what to do here, and i dont know if i ruined my chances with her. please help! thank you guys so much for reading this long ass blurb.