My mom told a bunch of people on her side of the family that I wouldn't shovel her out after the blizzard, when she's sick. Said "everyone couldn't believe it". I'm not feeling well either, and I had to go to an 8 hour shift the day after the blizzard. Spent 2 hours shoveling myself out, plus there were no good gloves. I feel like a little kid trapped, my psychologist says that she's been causing me more harm than good.
It's imperative that I move out as soon as possible. It's like Eminem said: "but then I got older and realized she was the crazy one".
I'm going to community college and working part time right now, I want to transfer to another school, but won't be able to afford an apartment nearby unless financial aid helps.
When I live on my own I'll be able to focus on women, but right now I have to get out of my mom's house.