I met this girl online and we have been talking about 4 months now.
After about the 8th or 9th email she asked me what I thought about the movie 50 shades of grey.
I told her I had never seen it but that I would watch it and let her know what I thought.
For those of you who hadn't ever seen it, it has to do with Dominance and Submissiveness
B&D and S&M if you will.
Now, I am a pretty kinky guy in the bedroom but even I have never been into this type stuff.
So we talked about the movie and I told her what I thought of it and my opinions on it.
To My Surprise she told me she was very interested in things like that and wanted to try it.
And I asked her so you want to be a submissive and you want me to be Your Master.
She is a Pisces by the way and Pisces enjoy doing for others.
At first I didn't believe her. I even started testing her and seeing just how far she would go.
Told her I wanted to handcuff her and whip her. She like fine, just dont hurt me and don't leave marks.
Told her I would make her wear a collar around our home to prove I Owned her and she was My Property. Again she was like fine.
Told her she would call me Master, she would walk around our house almost naked.
Told her she would give me sex anytime I wanted it and how I wanted it.
I mean I have hit this girl with every sexual fantasy I could think of to gauge her response to it.
I regularly call this girl whore, bitch, slut. But I never say it in a mean way.
Her response, Yes I will do that. Yes I will do that. Yes I will do that too.
In fact sometimes it seems like the meaner I am to her, the cruder I am to her, the More she gets turned on.
In Fact, the Only thing she ever given me any flak about is when I talk about 3 somes.
And her Big worry is I am going to leave her for the other girl. Not the fact I want a 3 some.
This girl will do Anything I ask her to do for me. and I mean Anything.
Sometimes I give her Assignments to test her. So far she has done Everything I asked her to do.
Now, you might think she is a old Pro or she is Very experienced or she is a real slut.
The truth is she is 43 years old and has had sex once in her life and that was when she was like 20
And she is one of the sweetest girls you have ever met in your life and I have no intention of hurting her or using her.
I will say that she has a medical issue that while it doesn't bother me I am sure it has turned other men off. Also I will also say she doesn't have a lot of self confidence and has been hurt by a previous boyfriend.
But to my knowledge she was never abused or molested growing up.
On One Hand, I think I have found the perfect girl for me. The more I thought about being her Master and Owning this girl totally and completely the more I liked it. Especially when I consider the fact that for 20 years I was married to a woman who would not even go to McDonald for me.
On the Other hand I have always been a Nice guy and I still feel kind of uncomfortable with this type of relationship.
So I want to know. How do You feel about Submissive woman and what would you think of such a relationship...